Ohk. Mani, you finally have a place in my blog! :)
here it goes. i know you like poems with a rhyming scheme..so i ve tried my level best to do follow one. but then... you re the one who is amazing at it!
 
As I entered the wild deprived,
I knew not how will i survive.
I went sat down beside the indifferent predator,
For this inhumane museum i surely needed a wordly curator.
She gave me sharp killing looks,
And then went back to her pile of books.
I sat there praying,
Hoping she had easier ways to deal with who she was preying.
Little did i know that nature has it ways,
For she became the reason of my wonderful days!!
The jungle was never the same,
For the two wild souls were no longer tame.
We climbed the hills of calculus,
And the view from the top was just fabulous.
We wandered in the newton's moors,
And got drenched in the 'gyan' ke pouts.
We raced into the unending co-ordinate geometry,
And dived into the ponds of organic chemistry.
We did have many elastic collisions,
But mostly they were just optical dillusions.
Oh, the journey till now has been incredible,
For my partner in the hunt is nothing but credible.
And though the journey has not yet ended,
And the darks of fears not yet faded.
I stand no longer afraid,
for I have....You Mani??! :-p

 I love you babes! Take care! :)
I don't know why but as soon as people insert the word 'favorite' in their so very curious conversations to get the other person know better...i m pushed into the ocean of thought??


How exactly can someone say that 'This' and only "this' is my favorite. period.


well say for example, my favorite colour??well what to say...i like the calming ocean blue and the sun kissed yelllow. I like the bright sexy Red and the tangy and bubbly orange. i like the devlish black and the angelic white. i like the blushing pink and the melting occur. i can't choose a favorite.


my favorite song/ movie/tv show? well this answer is surely ruled by the whims of my ever so changing moods.
on a high (not actually...here, used as a figure of speech!! :p) ...the maddest beats on my so very loud speakers are on!that actually puts my neighbours down! but then who cares?!
sad and depresses...i watch pretty woman for the nth time (range of n: 25th time to infinity) and just drown myself in the fairytale mushy mushy romance of julia's laugh and richard's charm! though i must say re runs of dawson creek also isnt that bad though they are a bit on depressing side! (dawson dosen't get joey...pacey does, so actually it's pacey's creek!! arrgh)
want some humor..what better than those saas-bahu tele soaps! yes i consider them equivalent to laughter shows. and laughter shows to horror shows.


my favorite hang out place? well what to say sometimes the coolest pub seems to be an ever dragging experience where there is nothing better to do than stare at the colored lamp shades and sometime the last bench at a lecture, with ur best friend, is the most exciting place where so many dark secrets are unveiled and ur creativity comes out at its best (am talking about the teachers caricature that you draw to entertain yourself!) !


my favorite/best friend? what are we still in kgs?? how can a single person run with you to the nearest mall and devour all those new hot stuff at pantaloons and forece you to the library to study for that so very important test?! aree "har ek friend zaroori hota hai yaar!!" :-p


well so i guess these examples are enough to get my point across your now-after-reading-the-above-part-muzzled-head that....god! u get it right??!! :o


well all i can say next time someone asks you "what is your favorite......?" please do take a dive into the ocean of thoughts!
till then
Keep choosing your favorites, for they may soon change!
chhavi :)
hmm I so love changes in my life. Not.


I don't think u're aware of  how deeply and intensely I fall in love with my comfort zone!
before you start drawing out the conclusion that I am one of those who prefer to keep to their shells and not go out experience life and live to the fullest and try new things and want their boring lifes to keep rolling on and blah blah blah.....WAIT!


it's nothing of that sort! It's just that u have to break through your shell...well in my case i need a lot of hammerings and beating up from outside finally come Out!!
well why am i writing this today...because once again i was forced to leave my nice and cozy radius of comfort and measure the sides of a square!
the square was. New.Coaching.


well if you ask a polar bear to shift to thar desert, the amount of fuzzle and muzzle he'll make is nothing as compared to i did! But the only difference between me and the poor polar bear is that i 'll survive!
Yes i know it gets better with time...but you still have to go out there for the first time!!!
aarrghh....that feeling! When you enter a room full of strangers. all 40 heads staring at you.
It Sucks. Big Time.


but then the feeling that they too are with you in this...that compensates all i guess...
And i guess mostly ( you can also read rarely!! ) , new things do quickly become old! and you don't mind being the polar bear in the desert! ...but yeah sooner or later, the bear may be asked to shift to the pacific ocean floor....
till then holding on is the only choice left to you!!


still holding on!!
chhavi!:)
Sometimes when you wonder, what went wrong??

You fail to see the answers

but deep inside your heart

you know what was that you never saw.....


Maybe it was the missing smile, which failed to tell her u've forgiven.

Maybe it was the forgotten hug, which could have reassured her that you are there.

Maybe it was the burst of ego, which stopped you from telling her how much you love her.

Or it could have been the drought of words which didnt allow u to stare into her eyes and help her find a shore.

The waves of time took it all away.....

How easily did you let it all go....

the smiles. the dreams. the hopes.

with a few words that you didnt bother to say

you broke her heart which still loved you

the autumn leaves started falling...

and while you kept waiting for the 'right moment'

the snow started falling...

leaving behind nothing...hiding the last ray of hope....

but still as you kept waiting...so did she

having faith that you ll finally see the answers

which are deep hidden in your heart but still out there. :)





ohhk.here comes's february.....for all those in love -february=valentines day!!

love is definetly in air (though all i can smell is the smell from the kitchen where mum is cooking something she saw recently on a cookery show!m so excited to taste it. Not.)

back to point.yeah love is all around.all the girls are all woozy and doozy while for guys its jst another headache to do something for their girls. that is buy them chocolates/red roses/diamonds or all....whatever fits in their budgets!!!:-p

but what about all those who are still 'single'?!! this point is a bit (actually a lot) hard to get across people (friends and family) who claim to be "madly, truly and deeply in love"!!!

here are few survival tips:-

1. JOIN THE ANTI-VALENTINE NAZI ARMY!!

well according to u valentines day should be banished from the calender. complain about the prices of red roses..which sky rocket around this time. chocolates...whickh jst make u fat nd u cn no longer fit in ur new lee jeans.or make fun of the pink teddys or cards with cheesy lines!:-p

say that love is to b celebrated all year long nd restricted to some day.

well ahm ahm....trust me guys all u re gonna get are some deadly sarcastic looks filled with hurt and pity from the people* (*refer above to know which people!!).....and just u knw that ll jst make it evident that u re 'single' and obviously not liking it!!:-

2. DEDICATE THIS DAY FULLY TO PARENTS AND FRIENDS.

well ofcourse this day is to celebrate love of all forms...be it mom dad bst friend....thtz what i feel it is by the way!

afterall they're the people you love the most!:)

no offence meant...but this the oldest trick in the book to help not to miss having that special one around and not be able to............ohk ohk i understand ur 'bhavnaye' and i wnt elaborate!!:-p

3.HIGHLIGHT THE ADVNTAGES OF BEING SINGLE!!

well is the year long drama of relationships worth it for this 'single' day which like any ordinary day has jst 24 hours?!!duh...NO!!

'i cn buy myself chocolates and roses" can be ur tagline to get through the day!:)

but then AGAIN ....the ''looks'' u get!!hwever can u survive them!:-p

4. KEEP SMILING.

smile. it makes people wonder what you are up to!!

smil.smile...and then smile again. smile when u hug ur loved ones, nd smile when u hear those mushy-mushy love stories.smile and jst let go!

and brownie points for the fact - u never know whose falling in love with that smile!!:)

so for all those who re in love....and all those who're not

wish u all *happy valentines day*!!

make the best out of it and make sure to make realise how mch u love and care for the *people* ;-) in your life!!!:)

[PS: the blog was not aimed at any real life character. and the author bears no prejudices against people in *loohhvv*....so sit bak and smile!)

signing out to find her way

chhavi:)
hmm before starting let me assure u guyz..tht all the suggestions tht follow are full proof though any damages is not the responsibility of the author!!;-)

hmm summer time...fun time! this tym 4 me...swimming tym 2!!

here follows some do's nd don'ts in a swimming pool..nd in the changing room...which wud surely help come out widout sinking self esteems!!

ohhk if u dnt swimming...jst accept it dude!!...wat follows is rather embarassing nd futile attempts to swim....bt trust me u cn survive..:-)

if u a learner...stop noticing people arnd..coz they r experts in giving u lookz tht will mke u wish tht u cud really sink in a 4 feet pool...!!stupid fellows...no pity 4 us...dnt they remember thr 1st swimming lessons!!

if ur coach tells u 2 jump into 10 feet of water depth....jst do it!!dnt whine or complain!!
coz u luk far mre stupid when u re pushed widout ur concern...nd u cum up gasping fr breath!!

nd oh...people inside pool nd people outside pool are different!!!

nd never...never...imagine those big smelly sweaty hairy bodies frm gym jumping into the pool without a shower!!

bt yeah once u're a pro...u cn surely take all ur revenges!!
ps: swimmig caps nvr help...no matter hw hard u try...u're sure 2 cum out with dripping wet hair!!

so gud luck nd enjoy...
luuckily still floating...
chhavi!!:-)


hey
long since i last wrote in!

hmmm...i dnt whr 2 begin frm...jst too saturated with all da feelings described in the dictionary!!
today ws the last day of my 9th grade...(i mean we still gt our xamz left...nd if i dnt do well- it wnt b my last day in 9th day..bt the probability is very less!!)

oh god!!i still cnt believe i m through one mre session...dis one really finishd soon!!
soon it ll b 10th den +2....nd den end of schooling years?!!
so fast!!!time seems to rush yaar....nt fair!:(

this year...was really fun!!i got da real taste of wat actually is physics,chem nd bio!!...nd nw i finally do agree einstein ws one brainy man!!
finally startd divind in da colours of teenage!!....all those incomplete homeworks,daily punishments,cribbing abt da education system...disobeying teachers,gossiping, all da silly g-talk....all those parties nd get-2gether.....
getting 2gether 4 making projects nd ending up watching da latest twilight flick!!....
all those low moments of feeling depressed nd curbed...
all those moment of anger nd pain....
all those moment of freaking out....
all those moments of being together.....
all those moments of giggling over just nothing!!:)
are gonna stay in my heart 4ever!!....

you knw...u sooner or ltr realize....u HAVE TO MOVE ON in life!!...even if u dnt wnt to!!...
these days r soon gonna b just memories...btr mke them worthwhile to miss!!:)

all senti nd emo right nw!!
chhavi!
rock it out guyz:)
ohhk what is it with our...or rather my..creative thinking skills?!whenever i need them the most...they just vanish!!...totally!i mean..as if you hve zero talent inn this field...nd all ur previous works were just mere co-incidence...nd mercy of some divine intervention!:)

y i m writing dis..?coz dis is what is happening to me right nw!

mercy of my teachers...i m suppose to write a non-fiction prose to b submitted for sum competition!...guess what happens next?!

whole day..my mind is flooded with ideas...nd thoughts to present my flair of writing at it's best...but duuhh!!...when at night i sit 2 pen them dwn
...i m BLANK!!sat there staring all nd sundry...imagining every corner of my room as a potential inspiration...aahh....it didn't work though!all i got ws some ''you-are-so-weird'' looks frm my sis!!...

ohhk i decided to try sum typical ways to get inspired!!
no. 1-stare a candle?!...weird!ohkk trying...nd den suddenly a gust of wind blows it away!!!
my inspiring candle..da one tht ws suppose to save me!!
see i knew it...even all da cosmic energies are against me writing dis article!
no. 2-chat wid a frnd!!ohhk i was suppose to find inspiration...nt gossip abt her latest love interest!!
no.3-tv?movies?!!.. hw did i even think it wud help!!

aaah haaa...divine intervention!!
i cnt do dis!!

so instead i decided wrinting in my blog!!
nd voila...!!!i succeded!

jst hope i get past thrugh my mam 2morrow!!
as alwys..
smiling chhavi!
change is the only thing that is constant!
oh god!this was what i was reminding myself again nd again before....you'll knw why!!
after looking myself in the mirror for the thousandth of time nd getting many encouraging-but-not-helping comments from my mon...i decided to step out of my house!
actually i jst had tried a new hair-do...nd was so very unsure of it!
trust me on this one...big decisions come so easily...bt these small petty ones,which are not even worth the attention of ur parents...cn scare the very hell out of you!!
feelling somewhat different i walked to my bus-stop...everything was da same...da rising sun,small puppies shivering of cold,morning walkers flooding the road..everything was the sme...yet so different!
i waited anxiously for my first reaction of my frnd..ahaa...trust me it ws so bad tht i literaaly wantd the earth to explode open nd bury me!!...though she had a gud laugh nd me too...atleast i helped sumone start the day with a smile oh correction burst of laughter!! though am nt so excited to provide this social service again!!
well as the day continued...i realized the morning reaction was the 'mildest' of all!!jst the trailer!
all day whrvr i went i could see this 'what-the-hell-went-wrong-with-your-hair?' expression...all amazed thinking for a sec on how to react?!...some were as bad to me as they could while others tried to remain shut until i turn my back!!
though some were quite encouraging nd cute!(not to mention- polite!)
well but you know what!? i enjoyed my day!!....i liked myself in the mirror...felt something new rather thn the everyday boring me!...i luved enjoying people's sum nt so gud,sum gud reactions...i liked standing up for myself against all those stupid comments...i luved writing abt this in my blog!!
so i get everything i wntd...nd an idea(aftr fully experiencing) of who i want to remark on my future adventures/stupidities!:)
no offences meant guyz...jst read nd enjoy...nd decide...to try something new!!even if i dnt like it da next day!:p
keep shocking people
chhavi!:)
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