ohhk what is it with our...or rather my..creative thinking skills?!whenever i need them the most...they just vanish!!...totally!i mean..as if you hve zero talent inn this field...nd all ur previous works were just mere co-incidence...nd mercy of some divine intervention!:)

y i m writing dis..?coz dis is what is happening to me right nw!

mercy of my teachers...i m suppose to write a non-fiction prose to b submitted for sum competition!...guess what happens next?!

whole day..my mind is flooded with ideas...nd thoughts to present my flair of writing at it's best...but duuhh!!...when at night i sit 2 pen them dwn...i m BLANK!!sat there staring all nd sundry...imagining every corner of my room as a potential inspiration...aahh....it didn't work though!all i got ws some ''you-are-so-weird'' looks frm my sis!!...

ohhk i decided to try sum typical ways to get inspired!!
no. 1-stare a candle?!...weird!ohkk trying...nd den suddenly a gust of wind blows it away!!!
my inspiring candle..da one tht ws suppose to save me!!
see i knew it...even all da cosmic energies are against me writing dis article!
no. 2-chat wid a frnd!!ohhk i was suppose to find inspiration...nt gossip abt her latest love interest!!
no.3-tv?movies?!!.. hw did i even think it wud help!!

aaah haaa...divine intervention!!
i cnt do dis!!

so instead i decided wrinting in my blog!!
nd voila...!!!i succeded!

jst hope i get past thrugh my mam 2morrow!!
as alwys..
smiling chhavi!

change is the only thing that is constant!
oh god!this was what i was reminding myself again nd again before....you'll knw why!!
after looking myself in the mirror for the thousandth of time nd getting many encouraging-but-not-helping comments from my mon...i decided to step out of my house!
actually i jst had tried a new hair-do...nd was so very unsure of it!
trust me on this one...big decisions come so easily...bt these small petty ones,which are not even worth the attention of ur parents...cn scare the very hell out of you!!
feelling somewhat different i walked to my bus-stop...everything was da same...da rising sun,small puppies shivering of cold,morning walkers flooding the road..everything was the sme...yet so different!
i waited anxiously for my first reaction of my frnd..ahaa...trust me it ws so bad tht i literaaly wantd the earth to explode open nd bury me!!...though she had a gud laugh nd me too...atleast i helped sumone start the day with a smile oh correction burst of laughter!! though am nt so excited to provide this social service again!!
well as the day continued...i realized the morning reaction was the 'mildest' of all!!jst the trailer!
all day whrvr i went i could see this 'what-the-hell-went-wrong-with-your-hair?' expression...all amazed thinking for a sec on how to react?!...some were as bad to me as they could while others tried to remain shut until i turn my back!!
though some were quite encouraging nd cute!(not to mention- polite!)
well but you know what!? i enjoyed my day!!....i liked myself in the mirror...felt something new rather thn the everyday boring me!...i luved enjoying people's sum nt so gud,sum gud reactions...i liked standing up for myself against all those stupid comments...i luved writing abt this in my blog!!
so i get everything i wntd...nd an idea(aftr fully experiencing) of who i want to remark on my future adventures/stupidities!:)
no offences meant guyz...jst read nd enjoy...nd decide...to try something new!!even if i dnt like it da next day!:p
keep shocking people
chhavi!:)

well tell me guyz..?!ans the following questions:-

felt frustated when during the mumbai terrorist attacks...15 terrorists shook the whole country for 3 days?!

they were able to shatter our image of an emerging SECURE developing india in just a matter of few days?!

how many lifes were lost?!...it may be just a number for u which u read on tv...bt ever imagined the agony of those people whose world just came shattering down after tht event?!

do you really think...lighting a candle is enough to pay homage to all the victims!?....

ok...leave aside these terroroist attacks..you cnt do nything abt them...when it's a global issue...

those small children begging on roadsides,aged nd sick lying helpless on the streets...ever made you pity on their condition ? yes probably yes...bt then wat could hve we done...there are so many in india...you cnt go around helping everyone out!!

saw the piles of garbage..increasing rate of pollution..decreasing quality of water,air??!

felt safe nd healthy?!..i dnt think so!...but again what can we do?!...itz a major issue nd cleaning up one road wnt help out our country!!

politics!!...do i even need to begin?!...indian politics is a bane to democracy...nuthing can happen in this country...corruption is deep roooted...hw mny times hve we heard dis?! countless!!

we cant do aything again?!such a big system is not a joke!!

we can't do anything..what is our fault...what can be done...

phewww....

m tired nw...

cnt we just stop thinking we cnt do anything nd ask ourselves...WHAT CAN BE DONE?!

india is great...it is beautiful...has a rich heritage..a vibrant cuture...land of unity in diversity...was called da golden bird...

cnt we just stop basking in our former glory...nd move ahead!!

we are always a part of this blame game--our gov is inefficient!!aree bt who is this government? it's US...!you nd me!

why is thr a need for all these ''do vote'' campaigns?!...cnt we just be responsible enough to do it ourselves?!!
ever heard a child say...''i wana b a politician!!"..yeah why nt?!!

environment?!yeah yeah we need to save it..great brainy minds are working on iut in copenhagen...who cares?!

think?..ever planted even a plant?!!..for majority the answer is NO!!(dnt lie to yourselves!!)

hw mny times did you throw a wrapper on road...thinking ''so many...one wnt mke a difference''!!

all i am trying to say is...DO YOUR BIT!!

stop waiting for some humantarian to be born or maybe another terrorist attack!

do what you can...da rest will follow!

BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE!!...:)

[hehe...dariye mat likhte likhte zyada bhawuk ho gyi...bt dis is what i truly believe in!

and i would be glad..if you give it a thought too!:) ]

love india...lead india!:)...da world is waiting!

well dis is one of my favorite poems right out of my journal...nd da nly peom till nw in which i cud even come near the poetic devic ''rhyming scheme''!:)
oh see that lovely smile,
which did appear once in a while;
for his life was still filled with joy,
for he was playing with his wonderful toys.
he still couldn't understand,
what his mother couldn't withstand;
for she sat crying near,
as she had lost her husband dear.
he tasted the crystals from her eyes,
oh, they were too salty to bear;
all he gifted his agonized mother,
was that smile so pure.
the curve that twisted up,
gave her the strenght to rise up;
for all she knew, after every night...
comes a dawn ever so bright...ever so bright!
-self

haa sisters...whr 2 start describing them?


sisters can be da most helpful nd kind creatures on earth, loving nd supporting u,making u comfortable enough to share ur darkest of secrets.... and yet somethimes they leave u helplessly screaming....shouting...when you're trying 2 talk sense out of something nd they wnt listen nd all their angelic aura vanishes nd leaves u wondering..."is she da sme person u shared ur secret wid yesterday?!!"


such life-changing situations are very common if u're sharing ur room with a sister( i cn say so after fully experiencing it..!!)


my sister is no different as all the laws of ''how typical small sis are'' followes with her!


when ur sis is sharing room with u...it means tht she has full right over everything in ur room...however personal they maybe...no exceptions!!nd wen u try taking the sme advantage...u sooner or ltr find out...''baby!!u r at such a loss!coz she has nuthing worth interesting u!''


fighting over the smallest of things...tht includes...rubber,clothes,slippers...is part of our daily routine!!sumtimes v dnt even knw what r v fighting for...yet v fight for the sake of fighting!



when living with a sis...questions like ''whr is da chocolate i bought yesterday?'' ''where is my brand new t-shirt'' ''why should i not be allowed 2 watch tv if she has her xam 2morrow?'' ....are more thn useless!!...u already knw da ans...dont' you?!:)



yeah nd....when you are in your worst of moods...u can b assured...thr will alwyz b a person who'll dare 2 piss u off even more!!..

well bt den...on a brighter note...if u're blessed with a sis...

• u nvr ever hve 2 worry abt getting bored in da mst boring of parties...
  u nvr hve 2 worry abt being haunted by nightmares at night nd hve no hve 2 run to right in da middle of night


• nvr hve 2 wry ''nobody's gonna compliment ur new hairstyle''...she'll b ready with a witty comment..which leaves u wondering'''yeah..no one cn say nything worse thn dis"!


• nvr will u so 2 sleep without da backgroung music abt ur sis babbling abt her day...


• nd nvr ever...will you eat a chocolate alone again!!

bt itz just awesome...seeing ur little miniature...growing up again!

to relive ur stupidities yet again...!:)

well itz like:-

we love.we hate. we fight. we scream. we irritate.we annoy.we joke.we poke.


we cry.we laugh. we sing.we dance.we see.we chatter.we babble.we walk.we talk.

but itz alwyz WE nd trust me on dis one...itz da bst part!

ever got time to stop the world around you and enjoy the first drop of water tht falls from the sky on your skin?every drop sends a shiver down ur body, sprays joy and amazement and u breathe out a sigh of relief!with every drop you you start diving in the oceans of imaginations and dreams. with every drop u get scented with the fragnence of freshness nd hopes....with every drop...you start feeling new!!
the smell of the soil after the first rains is better thn all the scents ever devised by man...it is intoxicating!it leaves u flying in the clouds of admiration for it's creator...
to see the green leaves dancing nd singing in the showers...makes ur heart do a little dance of it's own lost in it's ecstacies...the sparkingling stars on the petals of the blossoms leaves u searching for words to express ur dazzle!!
when comes the first rains after the summer, the parched earth opens its pores and quenches it's thirst with a hiss of esctasy...yet again renewed with life!!
the young children dancing in the rains...makes u wanna yet again become a child nd join them!!
i often stand in my balcony...watching the rains dancing,singing,shreiking in front of me...tht feeling cannot be expressed in words or pictures...as these can nvr do justice in capturing my joy at tht time! i m left enchanted....lost in my own world!
i stand thr...with every drop i start flowing in the river of my thoughts...seeking answers to questions i never asked myself....diving in the possibilities...finding me yet again!!:)
drenching myself in the rains...is wat i like da best
it is truly said ''the biggest joys of the life often comes free'' ....yes these rains are what i like the best...as they nvr fail 2 give me a ''new me'' everytime!!:)

hey guyz...chhavi here
finally, FINALLY !!m writing in my first blog...aftr much of brain-storming nd futile attempts!
nw da nxt big ques arises..wat mst i write abt yaar...tht interests u?!nd me too...
i guess my first blog shud hve sum ''actual stuff'' u knw...kind of which i read aftr 20 yrs nd still feel proud abt it''see tht ws da beginning of my writing career''!!
i guess...(dnt i guess 2 mch?!!)....i need 2 ans few ques 4 nt nly u bt me too b4 i start writing sum brainy stuff!
why? well bt obvious sab hi puchege ''kyn bhai blogging kyn?''..bt y nt...nt everybody does tht[truth:nt everybody cn do tht;)] hmm so here it goes....
REASON 1:...i dnt i need sumwhr whr i cn express myself...u knw-wat i feel abt certain events,people things....nt everytime my mum or frndz r arnd 2 bore u knw...!
REASON 2:well i wnt a place whr wat i talk abt reaches people...nd nt jst remains another page of my journal u knw!
REASON 3:yaar i wntd 2 see...what is dis blogging?y r people crazy abt it!!
REASON 4:top secret...i think i do hve writing skillz nd wanna consider myself as a potential future writer...so u see...dis blog cn play a part in my play of destiny!!
next up-how? hw did i gt dis idea?...actually i too hve no damn idea abt it!!
maybe it was a mere co-incidence,or sum cosmic energy pushed me into dis?!who cares...as long as i hve started writing nd already u guyz r reading it!!
hmm,,nw wat?wat m i gonna write abt?
well da answer is everything...everything tht matters 2 me...da colours of life,my nation,my silly stupid problem,my volcano outbursts of emotions,my roller coaster ride of teenage...my likes,my dislikes....etc etc....it will be abt me nd JUST ME!!
kz i guess thtz gud enough as my first blog...hope u guyz could reach dis line nd didnt sleep midway!
wish me luck wid dis...mayb dis cud hve millions of followers in future oops!SNAP...bck 2 reality!!

nywyz dis is me signing off...hopefully ll write in soon
keep rocking....chhavi!